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hIT tHe roAD....oN tHe roAD......aNd sTaY oN tHe roAD..12月15日 Hatred How much HATRED can a human being possibly carry? I guess the answer is....ENDLESS. ***...do you really think you can remain at large after all those uv done..? Well...one day you will surely have a change to pay back all the damage and humiliation you caused to us... Oh yes you so will...I just know it And this is definitely that kind of thing I want to do it.. with my own hands. You may start counting down now. 12月8日 Periodical review 又是最近， 我觉得好像唤醒了一头野兽， 带来的影响也是喜忧参半…… 走火入魔一般。 那件事对我影响真的还是挺大的， 平常看起来是并无不同， 但是…… 总是觉得心里有点说不出来的变化， 很燥郁， 没耐心…… 很想酣畅淋漓地打一场球， 打架打到头破血流也没关系， 只是想好好发泄， 因为也真的累积了很多的压力， 最终还是要释放的，不是这里就是那里…… AI要回来了， 其实根本不需要他再证明什么了， 因为这么多年，我们懂你。 12月1日 Iceland 我喜欢旅游， 至少我觉得我是的。 我也觉得我很会旅游， 我从不吝惜付出时间和精力， 我会在出门前一个月开始买游记， 然后挑灯夜战， 在地图上一个一个细细标注， 预先神游一番， 到达目的地以后， 我也非常愿意牺牲睡眠， 来争取多一点的时间来体验异域风情， 尽管有时也搞到自己精疲力竭。 我给自己这种方式和态度， 打一个大大的满分。 不过随着年龄增长， 都变得没有那么洒脱了， 好像总是会被很无所谓的小事给纠缠住…… 下班回家以后， 在杂志上翻到一篇冰岛的游记， 强打精神把它读完了， 觉得作者还蛮像以前的自己， 用心在旅游， 同时也倔得像牛。 …… 还TMD比我有钱 最近倒是比较会喝烈酒， 自己也并不很明白是什么心态， 只是觉得半梦半醒之间， 感觉真的还蛮好…… 11月22日 DrifterLife has been really struggling recently...I mean really...struggling, it is just like there are so many landmines buried in the field, and I have no idea where exactly they are and which single step I made could just easily triggers one of them, and then lead to chain explosion. how life has became so difficult for me...not in terms of finance, or any other physical means, but mentally, it is just...out of top hard, I'm busted. And, honestly I have been keeping avoiding facing the troubles in my life. I promised myself, when comes to the new environment I should be a lot more energetic and optimistic than I used to be, cos it is the right attitude to have, for work, for life, for improvements, and for fun. But when it comes to the reality, I didn't really honor the promise, and I am still pretty deep in the predicament. The given fact, makes me have to be isolated, for my own benefit; I clearly know it, but it is just really difficult. I need a chance to make a big breakthrough. Just like facing the flashing yellow light, sometimes you just gona have the courage to push the gas pedal to its extreme...It would work, I totally sure. P.S. I miss my family, not home, family, I really do.
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