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hIT tHe roAD....oN tHe roAD......aNd sTaY oN tHe roAD..June 15 @_#
14/6, it is the closing night of the laser painting show,
of the opera house,
I drove by around this area for couple of times,
and never got a chance to take a sharp shot at it until last night.
I cant even recollect the last time that I stand in front of this water,
and quietly enjoy the one of most gorgeous views of the world,
I used to be so obsessive about this place,
like everytime when i finished playing basketball I just would like to come,
doing nothing productive but taking a cold fresh air.
I came 4 times to the same scene,
just to shot the perfect picture of this place.
But, I dont do that anymore.
honestly I dont really think the painting makes the 77 millions AUD a well spend,
I guess it is just the curiosity and the fear for regrets,
that drove me there last night.
and I only took one shot,
I didnt even wait for the painting to switch to the other page,
I left.
Hey Opera house,
Maybe someday I will find the other place,
for me to be obsessive again,
but I just feel bad,
for that place is not you,
and what I actually feeling worse about,
is for you...not being the "you",
anymore. June 08 Happy facesLife just got juicy again these days, somebody left, somebody came, somebody cried, somebody laughed out loud, somebody got drunk but still hurt like burning and cant remember a thing, Somebody is working so hard in the gym, somebody almost got into a fight in the basketball court, somebody's pretending drunk, then she could does whatever she wants (I wont let her getting her way in this) somebody and somebody and somebody slept on the same bed, somebody answered nature's call, and peed on the street, somebody got a new boyfriend, she looks so much better than before(I am really happy for ya), ......and so many other things But...no matter what, I really want to thank you guys for being around, all those things totally spiced up my life, and pulled me out of misery... Oh right~, this morning is the first time, I witness someone waking up, and sit up, and laugh, and yelled "oh yeah!!!!" and start singing a song~~~~n_n, and use all these to start up a new day, I got to say I really appreciate your attitude about life, The taste of life is totally depending on how you treated it and yourself, Yeh....I.... Definitely need a waking up song, Em....this could take a while. May 23 work ethicIt's been almost 2 monthes already since the day I doing the job, honestly, it is really kinda boring, actions are just routinely repeated everyday, and I feel Im sort of lost in it, up to today I have not yet found the correct spot in this place, Like I am the only one who has no idea about whats going on out there. just like as it is, even through I am 100% understood wot I am staying here for, yes, I got a mission, I got a very very clear goal out there, I am still a little disappointed and confused. but fortunately, besides this only drawback, This job is really great in many ways, like the pay is good, colleagues are nice, and it is really stable, most importantly, by doing this job i really feel like i know myself better, both the goods and the bads, and i really should not say i am doing this job well, as I got so much to improve, dear guys, believe me I am working on it.^_^ and last but not least, thank you for doing this, you just made it so much easier for me, yes I know it, and I appreciated it, sincerely. May 03 别人都说我们会分开没想到会有一天我要用这首歌来当背景诶。。。
Sorry...this is not my original intention,
and it is not how I imagine ending things between us neither...
But, things just got overwhelmed and out of control.
Thank you for everything in all these years,
and sorry for being stupid before.
and please allow me to HATE u,
I mean,
HATE YOU TO THE VERY MARROW OF MY BONES
for whatever reasons
你不作声
我想最近他已经向你表白
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