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hIT tHe roAD....oN tHe roAD......aNd sTaY oN tHe roAD..12월 1일 Iceland 我喜欢旅游， 至少我觉得我是的。 我也觉得我很会旅游， 我从不吝惜付出时间和精力， 我会在出门前一个月开始买游记， 然后挑灯夜战， 在地图上一个一个细细标注， 预先神游一番， 到达目的地以后， 我也非常愿意牺牲睡眠， 来争取多一点的时间来体验异域风情， 尽管有时也搞到自己精疲力竭。 我给自己这种方式和态度， 打一个大大的满分。 不过随着年龄增长， 都变得没有那么洒脱了， 好像总是会被很无所谓的小事给纠缠住…… 下班回家以后， 在杂志上翻到一篇冰岛的游记， 强打精神把它读完了， 觉得作者还蛮像以前的自己， 用心在旅游， 同时也倔得像牛。 …… 还TMD比我有钱 最近倒是比较会喝烈酒， 自己也并不很明白是什么心态， 只是觉得半梦半醒之间， 感觉真的还蛮好…… 11월 22일 DrifterLife has been really struggling recently...I mean really...struggling, it is just like there are so many landmines buried in the field, and I have no idea where exactly they are and which single step I made could just easily triggers one of them, and then lead to chain explosion. how life has became so difficult for me...not in terms of finance, or any other physical means, but mentally, it is just...out of top hard, I'm busted. And, honestly I have been keeping avoiding facing the troubles in my life. I promised myself, when comes to the new environment I should be a lot more energetic and optimistic than I used to be, cos it is the right attitude to have, for work, for life, for improvements, and for fun. But when it comes to the reality, I didn't really honor the promise, and I am still pretty deep in the predicament. The given fact, makes me have to be isolated, for my own benefit; I clearly know it, but it is just really difficult. I need a chance to make a big breakthrough. Just like facing the flashing yellow light, sometimes you just gona have the courage to push the gas pedal to its extreme...It would work, I totally sure. P.S. I miss my family, not home, family, I really do. 10월 19일 09年10月19日晚 和很久不见的小Y在Newtown Tre Viet海吃了一顿， 小Y还是颇给面子地顶着一整天工作的疲劳， 来和我聚下， 但是可以明显感觉小Y心情并不晴朗。 小Y是个很值得交的朋友， 这么久以来， 每次我失意的时候， 她总是毫不吝惜地给予支持和安慰， 而对于她我也尽量以同样的方式来回馈， 所以我想离开以后， 我也会很挂住她， 希望她从此以后能够一帆风顺， 生活中少些纷扰。 送完小Y之后， 我选了一条最远的路线， 穿过若干商业区，慢慢绕行回家。 把新置的音响不断调大，直至震耳欲聋， 不知为何却觉得心里安静地很。 然后好好欣赏这个城市的夜景…… 我想，我很爱这个城市， 可是这次离开，却真的也有足够充分的理由…… finger crossed for the best
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